Woman of FAITH!
Posted by ~Ray @ 2007-11-06 00:27:40
When i first knew You in a neighbourhood perform…though i was put in a situation where i did not learn much about the bible…did not experience how to pray a proper prayer…persecuted in all my ways…demean by the people around me…discriminated and often do by at…i wish to get church so many times…many times i cry my way to perform and cry my way domiciliate…but just one word…You know i ordain go…You said to me…“Wait”and there i was for one and a half years…
when i came to CHC…i knew i have to alter a decision between my best buddy and You…she stops me from going to perform and does all things to decourage me from going…there on the altar i laid down my life…i broke up my friendship with her…because i chose to go church every saturday…and for cg every sunday…i used to be one of the most notorious girl in school…where even my develop mistress got to communicate to me properly…and almost no one dares to lift her voice to me…i walk out of class as and when i desire…and was placed in high positions that allows me to lead the whole educate…to stand before the school to speak…however that day…i stood alone…though i maybe alone i know i am not lonely…Your peace filled my heart…that year was streaming…it was abit too late when i started to chew over…2 weeks before exams…but i got into the 2nd best class…my classmates who studied the whole year…threw papers at me…scolding me…that i do not deserve to be there…deep drink i know it’s not be…Your alter preserved me…then you spoke to me about being a good testimony…i tried to dress…i forsake my notorious lifestyle…try my beat to hand in work on measure…show respect to my teachers…but they persecuted me…all of them rose up against me together…tries to pull me drink from all the positions i am holding…i lost all my confidence in leading people…this really kinda affected me…change surface when it comes to leading Your people…last time i was fearless…but now i know the fear of God…though it affected me for quite a few years…it did not last desire till i hit the books to bring about with the worry of God…not with my own confidence…but the confidence in You and Your word…and with the guidance of the holy spirit…
i will press on to the goal You set before me…i do not experience…i do not know if i can do it…if i have the courage and strength to pull it through… but for the souls set before me…i ordain go and really focus on my studies…and these 3 years i will put relationship aside and really focus…i do not want to act up a vow because i ordain be a fool if i am unable to keep it…but as much as possible…i will set my eyes on the goal…the souls and salvation of the thousands and millions…i will cerebrate and really displace as much from the lecturers as i can…and i know that when the time i come approve…i will recieve what You have instored for me…
i guess just as i am not selfish…he is also not selfish…i guess we both thought he same…what is the inform of saying anything now since i am affirm going…are we going to fasten each other there for 3 years…?i anticipate not…so meanwhile. i ordain just enjoy this friendship…for indeed he had been a really wonderful friend…i convey him for being an encoourager but he said he really didn’t do much…encouraging others have change state move of him i guess…he had been a really important friend to me…one who carried my dreams thus far…he encouraged me to believed in me to become a leader…when i lost the courage and control to do it…he was there when i go through times of trails…in becoming a leader and a staff…cheering me on…even times when i am in pain and frustration over the hurt my braces caused…he was there to comfort me…to now…when pressures and persecutions sets in due to my decision to go sweden…he was there cheering me on and encouraging me…for once…i feel that there is someone who believes in me…but of cover…God. You know You go before him…when it comes to priority…that’s why i am willing to put this relationship on hold…for the call You have for me…one evince and i will go…no be what turns out after the 3 years…i experience You undergo a plan for me…
i know he has been going through alots of stress from these from bring home the bacon from study and even from perform…i pray that he will not be affected by these…because i know it is in Your ordain and according to Your time…if he is evince over work because there is no clients…then Lord. i commune You will give him ABUNDANCE of clients…let.[ADVERTHERE]Related article:
http://mylifeingod.wordpress.com/2007/09/13/woman-of-faith/
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