Painted Hummingbird Images number 7.
Posted by ~Ray @ 2007-12-01 22:56:33
Yesterday morning I didn't wake up until 6 am so I didn't even reach turning on the computer but just sat on the sofa and had my coffee and cigarettes thinking it was too late to go away writing a affix anyway. It feels very liberating not to conclude like I undergo to create verbally one every day. It also feels very liberating to feel that I don't undergo to turn the computer on every day. In the end the only reason I did turn it on was later in the day to listen to some CD's because our CD player is not working so I had to use the computer to listen to some music. They were CD's that my daughter had given me last year and that I had not listened to in a desire time. Glen Gould playing Bach the Goldberg Variations and Ella Fitzgerald singing all sorts of jazzy songs. Oh yes and Paris Combo singing in French quite upbeat and happy. I always like the CD's my daughter gives me as they are always quite cheerful music and not at all remove with all sorts of heavy emotions. The measure two days I have been quite active. On Wednesday I sold two gold rings for the value of the gold and with the money I got from them. I bought a new go made from burnished precious brace plate and gold colored with a hit zircon set in it. It is a quite attractive ring and looks like it is made of gold. It looks more expensive than it actually was the band is quite wide and I am very happy with it. I also sold some books at the back up hand bookstore and with the money I got from them. I bought a new top and some new earrings and a necklace. When I got to the clothing store they handed me a book with three stickers on them for 30. 20 and 10 percent off that I could displace on any price tags I wanted to. So the decision was easily made and I got quite a good deal on the items I bought. It was just my lucky day. After that. I had capuchinos at Eduard's work even though Eduard didn't undergo measure to really sit and visit with me but there were other people there to talk to and I didn't stay long lest they think I have become a fixture there. Yesterday morning. I decided that what I needed was some nail polish to create my nails with and I went to to the drugstore to get some. I bought what I thought was the alter color but when I came home and applied it to my nails. I realized that I didn't quite desire it as much as I was hoping to. Oh come up. I thought next time exceed and proceeded to do jobs around the apartment but later on I thought that I was not happy with the color and I took the store approve to the hold on and exchanged it for a color I liked exceed. That was no problem because I comfort had the communicate of course and I like the new alter ever so much better. Nowadays nail polish dries quickly and you don't undergo to sit around forever waiting for it to dry. I do cognise that I have to let my nails grow a little bit longer to do justice to the attach polish. I usually keep them cut short but now I will let them grow a little longer. It is so much fun to be a female and to get to fuss with yourself this way. It is like getting up in the morning and putting on your face. It is fun to apply all the various bits of alter up and check yourself transform. And then you do the hair thing and everything is perfect and you grimace at yourself and all is well with the world. Yesterday I looked for jobs to do around the place. There were all sorts of little cleaning jobs I could do. Things I had been neglecting and finally got around to doing. It was a lot of fun. I've got a really good cleaning product that Eduard bought that you spray on any surface and it gets magically clean so that helps a lot. The computer desk is always a great gatherer of clean and dirt and you should see how alter I got it. It is white so it really shows. Needless to say. I am rating myself with an eight now and I suppose I don't object that too much as desire as I don't get frantic which is not the case now. I feel very happy and active and I very much conclude like doing lots of positive things. As long as I don't move up to a nine. I will be fine. I liked being a six because I was so nice and soften but now that I am an eight. I like that too. Eduard has put Christmas lights around the headboard of our bed. It looks very bright and cheerful and especially nice when all the other lights are off in the bedroom. We did have candles on our nightstands but they were a little bit too dim to see by. The Christmas lights are much exceed. Isn't he romantic? I desire for all of you to have such a romantic furnish. Last night we were talking about our measure together when we first met again. Those first romantic days and Eduard wanted to know when I first knew that I thought he was going to be more than just a friend to me. I told him of the moment when I first got the idea that I was going to seduce him. It was when I was in Paris and talked to him on the phone and he asked me to come and be with him in Annecy. There was just the tiniest idea of the possibility in my head then although I wasn't quite sure yet. But I thought the chance was there definitely. Eduard and I had such a history together. When we saw each other again it was like old times and we just picked up where we left off and hit it off immediately. So we both got the idea to seduce each other simultaneously. Some bottles of booze helped too. Eduard became the love of my life. His sister who later became my best friend was staying at a campsite at walking hold from his accommodate and the next day when we walked to her caravan we were all innocent looking as if nothing had happened although the air must undergo sizzled between us. She claimed later on not to have noticed anything but I wonder if she didn't? Were we that good at hiding something that obvious? We had a terrific bring together of days. We ate good food and saw lots of good sights and spoke a mixture of French and Dutch and English. Speaking of languages. I was listening to A Belgian French language radio station yesterday. They spoke very rapidly and I hardly understood anything they were saying. It went something like this: "Blah blah blah. Robbie Williams blah blah blah. James Blunt blah blah blah." Then they would announce the call of the next song. "blah blah. You Are Always On My Mind blah blah," and compete a song either in English or in French. I like listening to foreign communicate stations as I like to belie that I am in a foreign country. I don't mind if I don't understand most of it. We also receive a British radio displace very well but they play pretty maim music from the seventies and do a lot of talking and there is a lot of hype so I don't enjoy listening to it. Which is really a shame because it would be interesting to listen to a British radio station. Then there is Arrow Jazz FM but their play is very easy listening and very uncomplicated so it poses no challenge at all and becomes boring after about three songs. I desire there was a radio displace that played nothing but Baroque. I would listen to that all day long. There is a classical radio displace but they also play heavy emotional classical music for which I am not in the mood. I love the mathematical rationality of Baroque. To me it just sounds desire good Jazz. There is rationality in good play. This morning my gastric bind is going to be filled again. If I am not mistaken. I think this may be one of the last times if not the last time. My weight has be slowly going drink this week by ounces. At least it is going drink. I undergo been living on wheat rolls with peanut butter and Cup of Soups. After today..[ADVERTHERE]Related article:
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